Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Celebrate the Irony!

"Everything is going wrong, but we're so happy!" -Let's Dance to Joy Division, by the Wombats

What, do you wonder is the first thing that comes up if you Google "Werewolf Sleepoever"? Why, this blog, of course! Followed by a short story about a werewolf who drinks coffee and may or may not be at a sleepoever? I don't know; I didn't read the whole thing. Because I am a SLACKER.

Which is why I'm writing this, instead of the drivel for English.

Pssh. Learning about The Scarlet Letter and logic. Pssh.

I am sitting on the precipice of disobeying my own advice. And the me that is giving the advice is the smarter one, but the me that wouldn't mind a little self-pitying crying now and then couldn't care less.

An attempt to organize my recently re-jumbled thoughts.

1) One week

2) I am discovering a distressing tendency within myself to instinctively rebel against the expectations of others.

3) I am tired of cutting all these different boys slack because they're "dumb" and they're "inexperienced" and they're "not the most forthcoming when it comes to feelings". I am just about ready to call them ALL on their bullshit.

I want to write some more letters, and I probably will, if I can reign myself in to properly articulate my feelings.

I think I may owe you an apology, Amani.

A little one.

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