Probably not.
How could a boy, whom EVERYBODY assured me was HEAD OVER HEELS for me, be actually about to embark on a serious relationship with a girl he's known since, like, third grade?
How could a boy whom I hardly ever have a ONE-ON-ONE conversation with, decided to ask ME to Homecoming, without really saying whether or not it was because he LIKED me?
I'm mad. I'm sad. I'm delighted. I'm perplexed.
I'm hurt, and I don't want to hurt someone else.
When I was little, I used to wish that my name was Sarah. Let me tell you, that ship has sailed.
I feel kind of like, "Golly gee, Universe. You've just caved in on yourself." Except everyone keeps acting normally.
I mean, come on! My grandfather, my birthday, S.D., H!
And speaking of the confusions of H, awkward friends-with-his-sister much?
That's a true story.
Why can't men be STRAIGHT-FORWARD?
"Hi. I like you a lot. Would you like to go to Homecoming?"
"Hi. Ms. A has told me that I HAVE to have a date to Homecoming, so will you go with me so that I won't get yelled at?"
How simple is that?
I say this as a woman who has suppressed her feelings for someone for a little more than TWO MONTHS.
Jesus, Mary, and Joseph.
I'm kind of a hot mess right now.
At least I have a cool costume.
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